Still off the walls excited about Darren Criss, I can't help it. I think it might be that you can see how excited he is on his face, and he's a bit goofy. Love it. Anyway, that's just coming up again cause I just read a short interveiw with him. :D
The bus company has only *just* gotten back to me and hopefully I will be ready to go tomorrow at the time I was expecting to leave. Otherwise I'm going to rip out all of my hair and go crazy. This trip is causeing me to lose my mind. :( and mom makes sure shre reminds me that my sister is gonna be sad for a week or two after I leave. Which is a little annoying because I KNOW! you don't need to guilt trip me anymore. But whatever. This is my last day in PA and it looks like I'm just gonna sit around...yea.
Oh and I finally saw Toy Story 3, and I cried.. But I think that everyone who grew up with toy story would cry too. There is this part where all your thinking is "Nooo my childhood heels are going to dieeeeeee" and then after that the movie just continues to hit you with anything it can to make you cry. (basically)
Also I have been playing Tomb Raider: Underworld for xbox and it is such a huge difference from the playstation game. I'm only in the tomb beneath Laura's house right now but there was so much that you just weren't able to do in the playstation game, I really didn't like that version I was disappointed and now I love underworld, it's just I shouldn't have gotten it for playstation. Or they should have made it better for playstation..... :P but the amount of work you need to do and the way the enemies attack and how you can fight back are just amazing, not to mention in play graphics.
I'm also very excited that they are putting out a new one soon, :) even though it may be a while before I play (sad). On that note, my tummy has decided I must eat something soon. So I will. Then I will play Tomb Raider till my eyes bleed.

On my mind today..

Well, since I haven't technically gone to sleep yet (I don't count my 3 hour nap) I have had a lot of thoughts, as you can see by my last post about Darren Criss. I'm so tired though that I can't even remember the thoughts that I have had at all, I guess I should have written them down as I thought them. Oh wells, I am on my way to PA right now to visit my mom, Matt, and my sister, yay! Unfortunately it has all been really stressful and I feel sick from it. Right now I am in the center of Connecticut, its weird that I'm on a bus for this, it just feels like it's so much closer then it is this way. Also, Megabus sucks. The website doesn't even give you the correct times that buses are available, so when I bought the 12 pm tickets they were apparently for 12am? Even though it clearly said "PM" Also, they don't have a very good ticket service anyway, you don't even get a ticket. You get a code. Which I never got by the way, so I was worried I wasn't going to be able to go, because its not like I could go anywhere else. The freaking ticket guy gave me a paper with magic marker writing saying that I could go on the bus... not before yelling at me for not having the code, and for not knowing the 12PM actually means Midnight in megabus world. (He was also rude enough to mock me as another ticket person helped me. ) So I have officially decided that I will never ride this system again. (They also didn't inform ANYONE that we would be switching buses in New Jersey, super ultra freaking professional of them.
Other then that I'm pretty happy to have a month of freedom, though when I went on the computer I was like "UGH I HAVE NO HOMEWORKKKK WHAT DO I DOOOO??" Ah, well, vacation well needed, I haven't had the best last few weeks. I wish I was going somewhere warm however, I'm so tired of waking up shivering, it makes me less likely to actually, you know, get up. I am not looking forward to the cold getting worst.
I think I will miss the city though.

Coolest Kids I Know,

Dear Darren Criss

Darren Criss

I am a little slow with checking things over the internet, such as news from the people who brought me the best musicals ever for example, and I have recently learned (through watching the premiere of Harry Potter of the Deathly Hallows) that you are on Glee. Now, I never watched Glee before, mostly because I never really watched much TV, but since you have been on it I have being watching you perform in the show on youtube. I must say, I am so, so extremely happy for you. I literally haven't stopped telling people about how you played Harry Potter in these totally awesome youtube videos, and they can't see why I'm so excited. Well the reason is that it sorta gives me hope, and I can't help but smile when I see how ecstatic you seem! (Especially in the premiere interview, ). I just think that it is so wonderful that your name is famous now, and that just a year ago I was all "Hey, Dearest Friend, watch this musical. And Be Blown Away." It really made a huge impression on me, (Obviously, I've taken the time to write you a letter rather then change my facebook status, :P ) I think that the world has a lot to expect from you and I hope to see your name in brighter lights soon. :)

From,
Kathleen Alison

Joey Richter, Joe Walker, Darren Criss, and Bonnie Gruesen

My wrist is killing me again. Climbing in and out of bed puts so much strain on it its insane. Even typing hurts it. :( Lame, the girls I'm sitting near in class said that I should talk to my roommate about switching to the lower bunk so that my wrist stops hurting as bad as it is. IDK.  I might do it but i feel really timid about asking, you know?
 Any way I start training for my job tomorrow, then after that going home for the night, and coming back sunday. It doesn't seem worth it I know, but Since I'll be starting work soon I wont be able to see Pat a lot so I'm doing it when ever I can.. :) I'm also am wicked excited for this job, because I will be able to get gifts for people for Christmas.

[Maybe I'll update this late]

Reallly feeling crappy tonight
Nothing really happened today except or extremely happy to extremely unhappy. And no in between which was the worse part. And now I'm just feeling like everything is emptied out of me D:

Nothing interesting, really. Horrid blog post about nothing. sorry...

I'm really bad at naming my blogs

So today is boring so far... I have history of fashion in an hour and I wanted to read the chapter and take notes on it, but I'm too tired and unmotivated. Mostly because I was up so late last night. Christian Louboutin finally made an online boutique and I'm wicked excited. Since I'm gonna be starting to work soon I want to like save a certain amount, like every other check maybe, for a little bit until I have enough to get the pair I want. It's crazy cause not that long ago I literally thought it would be impossible for me to ever have a pair and now I can get them. :) I'm not getting a crazy pair, swear. They are just simple black pumps, with the famous red sole. I considered the beige ones but decided the black is timeless and can go with pretty much anything. The only thing is I'm not sure what size.... His site has a guide that says I should get 36 but I want to find a boutique somewhere and just see how they fit :/
Ah, so I just looked up and saw a girl, in he cafeteria, wearing a tee and see though leggings, and A thong... It's really disturbing. It's also intrestk g to observe that girls don't seem to grow up. They are still just as fatty and immature as in middle school. Not all of them if course, but he few that are just piss me off. Like I can smile at them and the moment you look away they act like I have some weird problem. Beh.
I wish my classes were all in the same building. But at least my next class is my last class of the day. I really need a nap. Nap. Hopefully I don't take it while I'm in class. ( no worries I won't )
Beh need to put mynplates away and start walking so I'm going to fall asleep

From my iPhone

I realize it's been a while it's just that because I'm on my phone all the time I never use a computer and I never really thought of using my browser to update so here I am. It's actually on the Mozilla firefox app, it's pretty cool because it connects to Mozilla on my computer and gives me all my bookmark and even what tabs are open. So if I'm doing something, like research for homework or whatever and have to leave I can connect with my phone and then just go and do through iPhone land. Pretty sweet. I tried finding a blogger app but they are all like second hand, I forge the actual word, and you login from outside of blogger, it's weird and almost sketchy.... So I deleted it.
But any way I'm sitting here waiting for the pamprin to kick in so I can move... Then I'm calling cvs and if the manager got my background check I go by and get my work outfit cause I will be hired :D which is good, except weekends will suck balls, but he said I can take like a weekend a month. Which is still good. And I can transfer to a cvs in nh during Christmas and thanksgiving breaks. Yay! That reminds me that I forgot to look into prices for trains to pa for the week before Christmas oops.
Anyway, after the cvs stuff I'm comin back to my dorm to get my stuff and heading home for the weekend :3 I can't wait, well I have to because I'm crippled right now.
In other news, I've decided to write my argumentative/ persuasive essay on abortion. Pretty much because it should be legal. I'm sick of hearing people argue about how it is murder and "what abou the babies choice?" first off, stop calling them babies, they are either fetus' or embryos not babies. Also murder by definition is:"is the unlawful killing of another human being with "malice aforethought"" (from wikipedia). Also, if the fetus/ embryo is DEAD, your healthcare should cover it, wether it's considered "abortion" or not. That's just wrong on so many levels. So I'm covering that topic. I might post it up here, maybe.

P.S. This is how my Insides feel.

New week..

I feel refreshed after last week, I had such a bad week then came out of it with a positive attitude and got to spend my weekend with my baby, :) And got an iPhone 4! hahaha, No worries cause my number is the same, which a great thing because of all the job applications with the blackberries number on it. :3 And its easier to use. Even if the facebook app is on the blink. Wow, "the blink" see hat is what being in dated plays does to you. You pick up old lingo and people look at you like "WTF" :D I like it.
Learning how to write resumes. With the pathological liar. D:

Well nothing exciting is going on, so...
I'll probably edit later/

...

I'm sorry about my last post... that's just how I was feeling, but it was unnecessary.... But I want to be something you enjoy... please don't ignore me... I love you...

I miss you.

i feel disgusting. tired. migraine.
but i still feel loved, so thats all that matters.

LOL. <3

I kno someone who always wants to make me smile... <3

ughhhhhhhh

I feel dead. I think you could prolly punch me in the face and I wouldn't feel it.  For some cursed reason I didn't go to sleep until 5 a.m. and I woke up at 8... yay 3 hours of sleep? And everything I wrote just disappeared. weird. But anyway, I went to apply at Marshalls and the manager said if I get a reference she would interview me for a job. Yay~ Hopefully I will have a job soon. But ugh, still need that stuff for math.... :( I don't have 75$ And I know the material, it's all stuff I learned in like 7th grade, so I would do fine on the tests, but still lose homework grades. UGH. Technology is sort of ruining the world. Sure it is easier to communicate and stuff, but this is getting out of control. It didn't say anything anywhere about this software, just the stupid book. And first day of class he basically tells us we don't need our books, just the software, and if you bought it used you can't use the code to access the software for free, you have to spend an extra 75$ Why can't the homework be WHAT'S GIVEN IN THE FRIGGEN BOOK?! So stupid.
Sorta sitting around for something amazing to happen. It's not....
>.>

rainy day

booo, i wanna go home :'(
I do get to see Pat this weekend. :(
:(
Hopefully the weather will clear up for the weekend though, so I can try to find a job... again. Which sucks because even though I went to a bunch of places and tried to get a job and there us already people from my classes filling up those spots and it makes me not even want to try...


Well I applied to Macy's online and they want to have an interview. However the time available I cannot make it in. :( There is one for uh, this morning, that I obviously can't go back in time to get. And then Monday morning at 11, ten minutes after I get out of class that is 20 minutes away from the place, and I have a class at 1:30 that I may not make it to on time. One at 2, I have class. and one at 2:30, ten minutes after I get out of class, and I would have to take the T to get there 2 mins late. >:( not to mention I have a class at 3:30. ugh. I mean I just can't get a break. This is freaking retarded. Not only that but I have never done an interview so I would probably screw up and not get the job and end up missing the end or beginning of a class for nothing. >:(!!!!!!!!!!!
Why can't something amazing happen and I get a freaking job without missing classes or whatever. D: D: D: D:
Boo, I scheduled the 2:30 appointment :/ its not till the 27th. Bleh. I want chocolate. or something.

Gooood Morning...

Except the bad bacon, egg, and cheddar on a bagel sandwich, and the horrid torture that is my first class of the day, I had a pretty good morning.... Sydney called me (which woke me up, but that's okay I needed to get up) to see if I wanted to meet up before class, and we got coffee and sandwiches, which I mentioned weren't wonderful... And now I'm sitting in the library waiting for my 1.40 class.
I should probably use the time to start my essay... I still have no clue what to write about. Derp Derp....

Close to what I'm wearing, set for polyvore

Another set based off the Evening Shorts

 Bored, on the phone with Emilie, nothing much happened at all today... at least nothing exciting...
I miss Pat <3

Monday :(

I'm so bored today, and accidentally missed a class... I was supposed to be in math at 10.00 but i thought i had to be in my computer class (in a different building) for 10.50 :( :(
It sucked, so I've been in the library waiting for my next class..

Alexander McQueen set for polyvore

 

Marc Jacobs set for polyvore

[edit] My day after this morning wasn't bad at all, after class I went to CVS where I dropped off my film and also picked up a few things that I needed, including lunch cause I was starving. I got a new brush, two actually, they were having a buy one get one free thing, so I said why not? that way if I ever leave my brush at home again I still have another one. I have to read a chapter in my book,  and write an essay due Friday, (I might not start that tonight, idk)

Have a nice day.

This is so cool.

Awe >w<

How Diana sees me...

These are some of the prints I got back today. I'm a little upset because the one roll only had 19 on it, and it wouldn't let me wind it anymore. werid...

Lazy Day, Nothing to talk about really

Another Polyvore :P

I am soooo tired. I got back to Boston from Pat's a few hours ago, I've been scouring the internet, and chatting, and I really have nothing to say at all! Other then I need to pack lighter because I had the hardest time getting my bags around Boston. And not very many people are willing to help the poor girl trying to drag a bag up 3 flights of stairs.
I got a pretzel at the train station and it was like stale, I was very sad... cause I was craving it. I don;t know whats wrong with my stomach it always feel hungry for some reason, but if I feed it I feel a little sick. It's not like I'm eating a lot of heavy foods. Oh well...
Anyway my legs were glad to have a rest from walking all over Boston for once, last week they felt like they were carved out of stone and the muscle wouldn't budge and kept cramping from all of he walking. No fun, no fun at all. Especially while trying to carry my heavy bag. Then carrying another heavy bag full of fashion magazines. I found a bunch of really good one from Borders, and one isn't even in English :o
I'm supposed to write an essay about an important fashion item of this falls seasons, I really have no clue what to write about, but I might write about one of the coats, or something... the evening shorts? haha, I want a pair,

Blake Lively in Evening Shorts

Bed Time :)

Today was actually pretty decent, I met up with Sydney before class and had coffees, then sat through the worst part of my day.. I really do not like my Computer class. Oh well, my second class was awesome. I always like history in general, not the war and document parts, but I am taking a History of Fashion and not only do I like the class, but my teacher is wicked cool as well. I ended up talking with her for almost 20 minutes after class, we talked about movies and theater and how Keanu Reeves is a horrible actor, and about how the MacBook Air is awesome.... haha. But yea, on the way home I was deep in thought and almost walked in front of a car... (Don't worried I didn't leave the sidewalk but I was about too when I looked ;_; )
And that was pretty much it, cause the rest of my day consisted of reading a chapter and taking notes for a class tomorrow.  But I wanted to post some fashion-related pictures...

Chanel Iman

Coco Chanel

I love this dress, and Nicole is my favorite

Two outfits I put together on Polyvore.com

Louboutin....

A little more realistic... :)

...I love you Pat <3

hehe :)

today....

Is icky, I decided I'm going to stay in the building I have my first class until 1:30 when I have my next class... Unfortunately I am really really thirsty, and didn't bring a charger for my laptop, and I'm using it to charge my blackberry.... ugh.
I woke up to thunder and lightening that literally shook the building and really wasn't looking forward to walking to class in the downpour, thankfully it cleared up after my shower. I;m not thinking this is going to be the best day ever, mostly due to my soon-to-be hungry and very thirsty body... I'll write more later....

"later"
I ended up buying coffee and food at the Borders and then another girl gave me her coffee so I was hyper for a while and creeped out some kids playing pokemon. :P apparently I was staring... ahaha and then I crashed right before English and fell asleep for like 20 mins
Ate Dinner...
Read a book...
hat's been my day up to right now. I thought I would have more to right about but I really don't. Except I keep hitting the wrong keys on the keyboard.

This was a wicked good book, I suggest it.

It makes me feel good to suggest books to people who may or may not be reading this right now.... I SEE YOU.
 (not really.) (so don't worry.)
I miss Pat, I told him I wished that he would come and take me out some where.... :( I really wish he would this isn't fair. I have no one to talk to really... and I wanna go out and have fun but I can't do that by myself.

I want to be her sometimes

Created by OnePlusYou - Free Online Dating

Today was my first REAL day of classes, which were Computer and Information Literacy, and A History of Fashion. I think I am going to love History of Fashion, cause I love history, and its fashion, and also the teacher is real nice. Not like, too nice, but nice. I noticed an extreme difference between high school classrooms, and college classrooms. Everyone is actually listening, because they want to be there. The kids that didn't show up for class are the ones who don't want to be there. It's a wicked nice environment to be in. A lot easier to concentrate on the teacher. :P
I've been so tired all day though.. I did my laundry then walked to borders before class to buy my book (for History of Fashion...) and I thought I was going to die lugging that thing around Boston, but the teacher told us not to bring it, so that's okay with me :) I need a small one-inch binder for the computer class... ugh. I don't has the monies D: I spent the last of my money on my laundry :'( It freaking cost 1.50 to use the washer, then another 1.50 to use the dryer. D:< I was smart though, I put the dry cleaning bag (with my underwear and such in it) in the dryer for 60 mins, but opened the dryer at 30mins and took out the dry cleaning and put the two loads of wash in for the rest. ;D
The rest of my day was spent reading the textbook, and sleeping/texting.... I didn't get much of anything done. It was awesome. Oh and I ate. :P And read The Curious Case of Benjamen Button. The movie is a lot better. I love that movie.

"Bumblebee farts smell like honey."

Haven't posted in a few days...

I haven't posted in a few days, mostly because I was busy, and I spent the weekend back at home. It was nice :) I got to see Pat and also had lunch with Papa on Sunday, which I didn't finish and just remembered the leftovers, including an awesome eclair is still in the fridge back home :(. But it was definitely a good weekend, and I got to spend all of today with Pat, way better then sitting around my dorm watching cars drive by below.
Tomorrow is my first "REAL" day of class, which doesn't start until 10:50am, and I'm glad I get to sleep in, cause I'm up preTty late... Its actually tuesday now so technically class starts today... Meh, sleep just isn't coming tonight. Also my other roommates moved in sunday and there are no sockets open for me to charge my computer...kinda annoying. Not a big deal I just need to get a power strip.
I've realized that I'm pretty anti-social. I had no problem talking with Liza, but now there are two other girls and I have no clue how to talk to them, so tonight I just went into the student lounge down the hall and did some internet surfing.
I looked into some piercing and I can't seem to decide what I want to EVENTUALLY get, I sorta want something not many people have but I also don't want to be in pain for weeks afterwards. For now I'm just gonna get low-lights in my hair at the beauty school a few blocks away. I got my hair cut for free and they gave me a coupon for 50% off my next visit, them 30% then 20%, and they are wicked cheap anyway. Since its a school they only charge you for materials, of high-lights/low-lights is 15$ instead of like 30$ at someother places. (Plus I get 50% off so that's 7.50$ ;P )
I'm going to attempt sleep again (by the way this is all written from my blackberry in my bed...) Night!

[edit] this says it was posted at 9:20, this is not true.

New Photos

Urban

Shine Through

Perfect Sky

...

Hungry&Traveling

...

Shadows

Reflections

Reaching for the Sky

...

A lot more turned out, even though I think a few pictures weren't put on the disk, but whatever. I didn't even post all the good ones, so  I'm excited that I'm getting a hang of it...
I don't feel much like talking today...

YAY!

I got my first roll of film put on a disk today, it was mostly experiments, but here are the best shots (and some weird ones):

Secret Garden

Wet Paint

Tall&Bright

A Different Perspective...

127 Commonwealth Ave

L.O.V.E.

(This was just some cool experiments :P no title)

Apparently we have a ghost...

Multiple Exposure of the ceiling...

Merry-Go-Round (Not really)

 I'm still getting the hang of it seeing that out of 50ish shots I got those... haha, I also need a flash for Diana, that's the main problem I think... I also understand what long exposure is.. thanks to Diana! haha, I'm taking my time with the second roll, to see if I can get better-er shots. It's also kinda hard to remember to adjust the lens to the appropriate focus setting....
I need to hurry if I want dinner, so I'll edit this later to tell more about my day <3
[edit] Dinner was awesome, I had a raw spinach salad, and chicken tenders, and friesssss. It was so good. I love not having to spend money!

So my experience this current day was interesting.  First I got free breakfast, which was yummy, I feel healthy.... and then I had to go to this silly field trip thingy. So we all (79 of us) pile onto the 2 buses, (take note that it was 95 degrees with humidity of 50%) and we are all legitimately dripping sweat, it's like we were in an freaking oven, and we were heading to Cradles to Crayons Giving Factory. We figured that they would have air conditioning. Oh, how dreadfully wrong we were. Not only were we in a stuffy metal and brick warehouse, but we were between two bigger brick buildings, which just made the factory a huge oven. They have us all crowed together preparing things for children who need clothes and etc. which I have no problem doing, but the woman instructing us was like insane. And we were working with only 2 standing fans, and another 2 ceiling fans that were over where the people who normally do the work were sitting, watching. We were told if you need water, get some at the water cooler,  when I went to get some it was all out, and one of the lazy bastards was like, "oh, well you guys will be done soon...." so I went back to where I was working and a few moments later the instructor comes and is like "Oh take a break, get some water," and I told her about the water cooler being empty and she went and put new water on it, and I got a cup of water. Which was not "cool" in anyway. THEN, when we finally left, it was literally cooler outside. :(

SO.. then I got home and realized I could get my film developed, so i walked to CVS, then went to the park to wait... Some woman bought me a nectarine, and then when I was walking back to the CVS,  some Black man was like "Hey pretty lady, you wanna donate to the homeless children?" and I said, "No, I'm sorry I really have no money on me" then he said "Oh, well that's fine, and DAMN, you are a pretty lady, where you from?" Lol, I was so freaking scared, I went into the CVS and on the way home i like double and triple checked to make sure I wasn't being followed... CREEPY. But at least I'm a "Pretty Lady"....